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The Northward View

The painting at the diner shines. The Northward view of Times Square seems recent at first glance. The glint on the cars, the sparkling lights, the Broadway shows, the bright ads… it all smacks of the modernist of days until … Continue reading

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Fuck You, Arby’s

Fuck you, Arby’s. I’m trying to get to your cashier, to get at the meats, but your fucking store closed its fucking doors fifteen minutes before closing time because unlike the rest of America, you don’t seem to believe in … Continue reading

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Dreamin’ at the Movies

The dream the naked dream at school where you’re in front of the class presenting alone preparing to show all you got when you realize suddenly you are literally showing ALL you got – that dream is not just a … Continue reading

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Predestination

Your brain can’t help but be obsessive. It’s how you are wired. To defy that to strive to change what is indelibly your nature is to spit in the eye of God’s intelligent design (Or Satan’s, but whatever). You were … Continue reading

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My Therapist 5

My therapist does not want to tell me that he thinks I am making no sense even when I ask him directly. “Am I making sense?” I ask, over and again, striving to convince him to be honest with me … Continue reading

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Ninety Nine Times

I’m returning the library book the one I got to impress you about the gays in the Germany. You know the one. I never got to read the whole thing, but I’ve kept it to the limit. It can’t be … Continue reading

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Generation Prior

Somehow, all at once, I forgot how to tie my tie. I don’t wear them at work and no one was there in the car to help me. I looked up into the mirror struggling to recall this obvious function. … Continue reading

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…Broken?

I am broken. I am beaten. I am imbecilic and embarrassed and embalmed in that I am petrified by all that has occurred and all what might. I was abused and burnt and buttressed by bottom-feeder logic but now I … Continue reading

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What Comfort

I’m told you’re suffering that you’re doing rather poorly that these are not easy days for you. I feel for you and wish I could be there to help you through these trying times but it’s quite clear that one … Continue reading

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Revisal

Let me simplify the issue: if you suspect I’m writing about you, I am. If you think that this is a snide reference that might allude to you then bingo! You got it. It ain’t brain surgeoning; if you have … Continue reading

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